in response to MadonnaButterfly...I just read your post wonderful to God be the glory. I'm glad your dogs are safe I am sorry about the fish. and I am glad God delivered you from tragedy. and the next person that wouldn't even have seen the dangers God bless you keep the faith Anita
in response to dimples1313...This message is to myself and God Dear God I just want to say thank you for your guidance protection and glory. Thank you for allowing me to focus on you and not on my test. when I prayed and ask you for strength I did not know how you would give it to me. but God thank you for making me strong even when I had forgotten my request to you thank you for making it know.at one point I had given up and was feeling so sorry for myself.thank you for not allowing me to stay in that place and for letting me know my trails come to make me strong. God please allow me to be an example before all I come in connect with. Let your spirit come out and let it reach a lost or a troubled soul. please let us always remember this world is not our home.god when you allow us to get on our feet please let us not forget when our help commeth from. please allow us to be bold vessles.God when I came to this site I was desparate tired afraid sad ashamed and looking for a miracle. I wanted someone to bale me out of this mess fast. I did not understand why I should be going though this. I felt like lord I am a christian I try to live right. my husband is a good men. But I now know your ways are not our ways and your thoughts are not our thoughts. when you bring me out God I want to give the glory to no one but you Lord I thank you so much. I know as bad as my life is it could be worst. and you showed it all to me through this storm we just had Lord I love you please help the other people on this site to see your goodness have a wonderful day God love your child Anita
in response to MadonnaButterfly...Thank you we had a bad storm last night but God kept me. inspite of everything God kept me we had houses calasp cars over turn but God kept me I am going to stop worrying about my test and thank God for my blessing because he truly ept me on my nees I go to than God for his grace and mercy. I want to be lie job and prasie God in everything when ever I try to have self pitty God shows me it could be worse chec out my grace and mercey. God is so good let us all on this site focus on God and our blessings if he woe us up it is a blessing and not on our test. when my test are over I am going to sing about it and invite the whole site to witness my overcoming these test and pray someone gets saved out of my trails and test God bless you always Anita
in response to MadonnaButterfly...I just love God and I trust him and I thank him for you knowing what to said to me in these testing times Thank you God so much Anita
in response to MadonnaButterfly...I loved this thank you' and I appriciate God using you to send me the message. I know he hasn't forgotten me. I just get scared sometimes. Just keep me in your prayers that I will always put God first my husband second and always love and respect him no matter how much we go thought I know God is able. and I trust him going to bed now keep me in your prayers Anita
in response to MadonnaButterfly...than you so much I really needed this. I am kinda sad right now. I still have the faith just keep me in your prayers Thanks Anita
in response to Branded a sinner...God less you please trust God and keep the faith. God will bring you out I don't know how but I know he will I have a job now and that is a big testamony god bless you Anita
in response to Branded a sinner...Brandon I know what you mean it is so hard. I was begging so and could not get help from anyone . I cried I lost a lot of weight I went to hospital and worked for eight hours just to get a meal. I almost froze to death still no help. I have ashma very bad but I went out and shoveled snow. That gave us a little money to eat.my house almost burnt up. Then they gave me numbers to shelters pantries which referred me to other numbers. I got so tired me and my husband wanted to died then we laughted and said we can't even afford to die.before all this happened we made good money then my job moved and my husband worked a job barly making the rent it was so sad. I prayed and cried. prayed and cried.Then one day my husband got a dollar from some one we played the lottery and won 50 dollars. God stretch that money we were able to eat. I was so happy. Then God let me A job we are not back on track yet but I know we will be by Dec and I am ok with that. However we don't have Children so I know it is so much harder for you guys. When we get our first check I would like to help you.It may not be much coming from me but I will help you as much as I can I never want to see anyone in the state me and my husband was in and I never ever want to beg ever again. Thats my prayer every night. God please. I was able to keep my computer on though the grace of God. It's me and my husband against the world. I just can't tell you enough how great God is please keep praying. you may not be blessed by men but God will not let you down please keep the faith.Gas is too high to be in the car and it is too cold be careful. Anita
in response to One day...Thank you !!! I know she was very proud of you.God bless you Anita you know every kind word and nice thought helps out a lot.and makes life and your situation a whole lot easier to deal withAgain thank you Anita
in response to waterfalls...Thank you please be in prayer for me I am kinda nervous and very happy.And I am full we bought groceries and I cooked a very nice dinner. I really am so happy and so greatful to God Anita
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To God be the glory i have an interview on Monday. My neighbor gave me a dollar adllar my husband played the lottery we won 50 dollars.I was so tired of begging . God is getting ready to change things around in my life. anyone I have asked for anything please cancel my request. I am a christian and the rightouus have never been forgotten nor their seed begging for bread. God is going to do this I am going to have a great testamony that is going to bless someone keep the faith. Anita
in response to dimples1313...I mean the pantries work on a volunteer basis.For the ones of you going through this with children and grand children God be with you it is hard enough for a married couple. keep the faith. I know it gets hard daily.Please trust him no matter how hard our situations get. Keep praying and crying praying and crying praying and crying. right now it seems to be hard for everyone. oprah whempry , Bill Gates.Donald Trump, Russel Simmons, If you come to this site can you help us. we are willing to work for our help. and provide you with any proof you need that help is needed Thank you again Anita
in response to Starshine...Thank you I found gleaners has a new number which is 925-0191 then they refer you to another number 926-4357 which is the 211 number . the 211 number told me to call tomorrow because they use volunteers and no one is there today and may not be tomorrow Thank you for the leads I know they may be opening up doors but sometimes I get so excited then they make me sad thanks again Anita I still have hope.
in response to Starshine...Hello Anita here I called gleaners at 317-927-3185 I called with and without the area code it said number cannot go through. I only get to make 45 calls a month I am down to 20 calls now please check number for me when i call it says the number they are unable to complete the call at this time . thats what the operator says. thanks again Anita
in response to Starshine...Thank you so much we cried when we read your e-mail it means the world to us I am going to get on it right now and give you a report about what happens later.Thank you so much I will check out every site. Thank you again Anita
in response to One day...being good does count I bet no one on this site is having it harder than me. I have had almost everything taken from me I am not going to let this world rob me of my intergerty and goodness. In my state it's hard to trust God but I do.Please hold on to your goodness this site makes me feel worth something.I remember going to the store with pennies I found around the house I had 99 pennies needed 1.00 someone gave me a penny so I could get that bread it was like christmas I am sure that man did not know what it meant to me I said all this to say stay strong don't give up God is going to check on all of us . I just know we are not forgotten. I don't know who you are but I want the best for you and me Anita
I tried to get a good faith grant they told me to pay 29.95 I wish i had it that just made me sad I can't sleep. even thought i know i need sleep this is crazy please pray for me Anita
in response to Inspiration...Hello and thank you i am so worried about my bills. I barley have any food can't get unemployment. can't start a business no money applied for food stamps first time very embarassing. my husband works and his money coveres the mortage I went to get help with heating bill they told me they will make sure it stays on until march 16th. I need to be paying something I shoveled a mans walk and made 20 dollars I took 10 for gas and food and the rst to light co and gas co they thought that was funny. I cried.I need a job so bad i tried not useing the gas an was using a heater if my husband had not come home i would have burned to death the telephone company have been very nice to me and told me to take my time they will work with me. I sell blood to keep the telephone and internet on which is 29.00 a month. I can only make 45 call a month so I go to the hosp and act like i have some one sick in there to make calls about jobs.I have sold a lot of things I went to sell my wedding rings the man said he could only give me 10 dollars for a set my husband paided 1.000 for I said Lord help me I don't know what I have done wrong but I am asking you to keep me in your prayers.I am nervous and scared however i love the Lord. I just get weary. I am so glad we never had children I would not want my child to see me going through this. The reason I am having such a hard time finding a job is when i was young i let people bulley me off the job did not know who to talk to. I stayed to my self mined my own business but because I did not join the click they would mistreat me something awful.My husband had a good job then so I felf safe in doing so. However now all the big companies are buying up all the little companies so if you left one you left them all according to thecompanies. I am so sad because I am a good worker with a lot of skills. and I have learnt my lesson. people always talk about bullying in the schools but they never talk about it in the work force. I know I will be a good candidate for a job because I have losted so much including weight.Lord have mercy on me Anita Indianapolis Indiana if you know of any leads please call me or have them call me. you must or they must leave a message because i do not have caller id call waiting cell phone or any of that. I have even put a application in the hospital to volunteer to get a free meal and a bus pass .right now i feel like I could do one of those feed the children commercials. Little humor so sad Thanks for listening and caring Anit
